As a child, like most children I drew constantly, mostly from my imagination. My father ran a shop and I would be placed on a high stool in the corner with a pile of newsprint and crayons. My mother worked as a secretary for my uncle, an architect in Holborn. During the holidays I would go with her and watch the draughtsmen working with their lovely pens and rulers. There is a family story that I don’t remember that when I was pre-school I found my mother sleeping on the sofa and with a pen drew in all the lines on her face. She awoke, and we went to collect my sisters from school, without checking in the mirror!

Drawing is all around us, Tim Ingold has written splendid books about the history of Lines; they are everywhere; in drawing, writing, town plans, nature. But when we talk about ‘drawing’ most people think of observational drawing and then shy away as it seems so hard, a chore, a hurdle. But like most technical skills, observational drawing can be learnt, some find it easier that others but it is possible with dedication and practice to replicate what you see with systems of measurement and shading. Such drawing has its place but it is only one way of drawing, there are so many others; Matisse drew with scissors, Calder drew with wire. Gombrich in the introduction to his classic Story of Art cites two drawings by Picasso; one he did as an illustration commission, the other purely for himself. The subject is the same in each but which one tells us more about the subject…and the artist?

Drawing is a way of responding to a place or time. A photograph will capture it in 1/250th of a second but sitting and making marks on paper takes time, while you are engaged the world stops, you hear sounds and see the light change, you are observing first hand, noticing things that the camera will not capture. I have a sketch of my grandmother I did when I was 13, if I look at it now it takes me back to that moment, that room, that relationship more than any photograph would. I use photography a lot but as a quick way to capture colours and texture. It is an invaluable tool but I am always aware it is a second hand reference, the camera made most of the decisions!

I do not use figures in my work but when possible I attend a life class, it’s a fantastic way of honing my hand-eye co-ordination and keeps me confident with media, lines and gestures. This confidence feeds into my paintings and keeps my lines loose. Small five-minute sketches done regularly work in the same way, keeping a sketchbook even if it just a few lines or scribbles will keep you in touch with the part of you that needs to make a mark.

I like to draw objects but I’m looking for the shapes rather than their three-dimensionality. Lately I have been exploring drawing around objects I find on the beach and I’m getting shapes I could not make up, shapes and lines that relate to the objects but in a different way.

Mark making has become increasingly important to my work. It is one aspect of drawing but by definition is less observational and more intuitive. One could argue that observational drawing flows from an adult place, whereas mark making is more in touch with your inner child. No one has ever asked me to teach them to be a tighter painter, most want to learn how to be looser, freer, and more intuitive.

I struggled with mark making for years, I could do it on paper or as part of a print but when I tried to do it directly on my paintings it seemed contrived and fake. But every January I sit and reflect on what I want to achieve and what am I afraid of, so a few years ago I made it my annual challenge to feel more confident with direct mark making. One of the ways I found helped was not using conventional tools, I saw an interview with the artist Lorna Crane and it led me into months of joyous tool and mark making. I buried my demon that year for sure!

I’m currently planning a short online course that will be launched soon about making tools for mark making. Its designed to loosen you up and have some fun, but on a more serious note to help you find your mark, as the marks we make are unique to us.

Below is the big brush in action and some collages I made from the drawings.

The palm leaves in use..